Block twat

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In every block of flats, I found

a twat appeared
who seemed designed
to cause persistent suffering
for vulnerable unfortunates
within an earshot’s range.

 

From varied means
these agents chose:

Some, thudding bass
through concrete walls.

Or loud TV’s, plus shouting.

Drilling, banging, barking.

Sawing wood at 4 am.

I’ve heard all those, and more.

 

Thus peace was wrecked
for neighbours
left to cope
unhelped.

 

 

Then nicer tenants
were replaced
by others
less considerate.

Till few remained
who’d halt a slow
descent.

 

 

Aside from daydream’s hope
or fantasized revenge

one can only seek
new homes, and flee.

Yet knowing twats may follow

(if they aren’t already there).

 

 

 

So social housing
wears me down.

I’m stuck here.

Ill.
Alone.

 

An unloved, friendless, pain-filled grind.

(Add crushing insignificance.
And never getting laid.)

 

Given time, perhaps
such burdens
might suffice
at breaking spirit?

 

 

But being forced
to fret
each ruined year

as life declines

tormented
by a group

of idiots.

 

 

 

It’s things like that

which really

twist

 

the knife.

 

 

 

 

 


 

(2010)

 


 

Hi everyone!

 

Please note:

I grew up (in England) employing the word twat as synonym for an annoying person.
But I’m not sure if that usage is so prevalent in the USA?
Apologies for any confusion.

 

My old prose has morphed toward poetry, during editing, again.

Art on the blog is mine: I hope you like it?

 

Comments are always very VERY welcome  😁 !

 

Thank you all for reading.

 


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14 thoughts on “Block twat”

      1. well that sounds terrible Ken and I am sorry you are feeling this way. I am doing ok………today started out well and now I am back in bed which is a huge bummer!
        sending a prayer up for you Ken!

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        1. Thank you, Wendi!

          Been feeling this way, most of the time, for 32 years
          (apart from increased vertigo, since 2014).
          ME/CFS never really lets up.
          Like having the flu coming on…
          every single day.

          Have gotten used to a pretty low quality of life.

          So very sorry to hear you have been bedbound, Wendi.

          Hoping tomorrow will be better! πŸ™

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          1. thank you Ken………I will continue to pray for you….it really sucks being chronically ill and it is difficult to explain how you feel to other people so I appreciate you trying to explain how you feel to me.

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        1. Oh dear, Larisa!

          Perhaps some readers are possessed by schadenfreude, or subconsciously enjoy such sufferings?

          Alas!

          To be rewarded only
          for our eternal melancholy!

          (Ahem!
          Sorry, I went a bit “full poet” on you, there… 😁 )

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          1. Haha that’s okay, you can wax poetic anytime you wish. My reasoning behind it is that there are far too many people suffering and so they like other people’s stories or poems on suffering because they can relate. or sometimes we’ve put their suffering in words that they couldn’t express themselves.

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