In every block of flats, I found
a twat appeared
who seemed designed
to cause persistent suffering
for vulnerable unfortunates
within an earshot’s range.
From varied means
these agents chose:
Some, thudding bass
through concrete walls.
Or loud TV’s, plus shouting.
Drilling, banging, barking.
Sawing wood at 4 am.
I’ve heard all those, and more.
Thus peace was wrecked
for neighbours
left to cope
unhelped.
Then nicer tenants
were replaced
by others
less considerate.
Till few remained
who’d halt a slow
descent.
Aside from daydream’s hope
or fantasized revenge
one can only seek
new homes, and flee.
Yet knowing twats may follow
(if they aren’t already there).
So social housing
wears me down.
I’m stuck here.
Ill.
Alone.
An unloved, friendless, pain-filled grind.
(Add crushing insignificance.
And never getting laid.)
Given time, perhaps
such burdens
might suffice
at breaking spirit?
But being forced
to fret
each ruined year
as life declines
tormented
by a group
of idiots.
It’s things like that
which really
twist
the knife.
(2010)
Hi everyone!
Please note:
I grew up (in England) employing the word twat as synonym for an annoying person.
But I’m not sure if that usage is so prevalent in the USA?
Apologies for any confusion.
My old prose has morphed toward poetry, during editing, again.
Art on the blog is mine: I hope you like it?
Comments are always very VERY welcomeΒ π !
Thank you all for reading.
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well done Ken, how have you been feeling?
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Thank you, Wendi!
I’ve been feeling exhausted, aching all over, off balance, slightly disoriented, anxious and low…
…In other words “OK”. π
(LOL!)
(For me).
How about you, Wendi?
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well that sounds terrible Ken and I am sorry you are feeling this way. I am doing ok………today started out well and now I am back in bed which is a huge bummer!
sending a prayer up for you Ken!
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Thank you, Wendi!
Been feeling this way, most of the time, for 32 years
(apart from increased vertigo, since 2014).
ME/CFS never really lets up.
Like having the flu coming on…
every single day.
Have gotten used to a pretty low quality of life.
So very sorry to hear you have been bedbound, Wendi.
Hoping tomorrow will be better! π
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thank you Ken………I will continue to pray for you….it really sucks being chronically ill and it is difficult to explain how you feel to other people so I appreciate you trying to explain how you feel to me.
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This has humor mixed with sadness in it. Iβm currently stuck firmly betwixt the two after reading your poem!
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Thank you, Larisa!
How lovely to hear from you!
Funnily enough ( π ) , I find my humorous posts are less popular than the depressive ones.
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Thats actually exactly how it is for me too. If I wrote about love or anything else, it gets about half as many likes as my darker posts.
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Oh dear, Larisa!
Perhaps some readers are possessed by schadenfreude, or subconsciously enjoy such sufferings?
Alas!
To be rewarded only
for our eternal melancholy!
(Ahem!
Sorry, I went a bit “full poet” on you, there… π )
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Haha that’s okay, you can wax poetic anytime you wish. My reasoning behind it is that there are far too many people suffering and so they like other people’s stories or poems on suffering because they can relate. or sometimes we’ve put their suffering in words that they couldn’t express themselves.
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Ah yes: a far more charitable explanation!
(Maybe I’ve read too much psychoanalysis? LOL!)
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Nice drawing and poem Ken π.
Yes it can mean the same thing here in the US along with a host of other colorful frazes. π
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Thank you, Dawn!
I’m glad to hear the word has a similar meaning for American readers.
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Your welcome Ken. π
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