Love and storms

Lostness   (11)

 

Inexperience made him shy. Shyness kept him inexperienced.
Happiness often seemed a product of action.

 

Passing a block of flats where he spent childhood years, there came an impulse to look inside.
On its first floor stood a small boy. He climbed past the infant, quickly reaching the top landing. Outside that door to his old flat, a strange feeling he still lived here moved through him. And a memory of how those large windows in the stairway would sound when hit by gusts of wind on stormy nights.

 

Love can be a faith. Its main drawback being the other.
Do not fall in love with a mask hoping to find something behind it.

 

He heard splintered impacts as myriad raindrops scattered across concrete. A storm had crept over the area swiftly. Suddenly roofs were lashed by a sweeping curtain of water, which rose above pavements in fine spray. An angry rushing noise reached its furious peak, then fell, via flickering hiss, to staccato mutters. Soon only dripping gutters and pipework were audible.
Dark cloud now clustered along a distant hillside, amid bristling trees.
He turned away from the window.
An open notebook lay on his bed. “One has to choose to live,” read the last line.

 

Once we dislike a person their virtues become even harder to bear.

 

(28/12/1978)

 

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